I bolt up in bed from another dream
Sound in my head from another scream
Standing alone on a narrow ledge
You’re on the phone…. I’m on the edge
You break me down when you call me up
You say you’re sorry and it’s not enough but
It’s hard to remember you belong to her
To remember she always comes first
Hard to remember where your loyalties lay
It’s hard to remember when you touch me that way….
Everything hurts just a little more
Knowing it’s her you leave me for
What do you need that you can’t give up?
And why are you with me if you’re so in love?
I guess it doesn’t occur to you
That when you’re gone I might be feeling used…
Everything I see in the mirror is a good day bad day
Everything I need to hear you’ll never say…
Everything I know is the truth I’ll never face
Everything I want is caught up in the sound of you driving away….